Trying to Work Through Lockdown
Going out to work is out of the question as I work in clubs, theaters and pubs, which due to the current situation are not open for entertainment. I did try working the psychic phone lines again as a aid to dwindling finances but, although the first night was amazing, subsequent logins have left me feeling depleted. Sitting for two or three hours waiting for a phone to ring is definitely not for me. I really hate wasting precious time. After suffering from deep depression in 1999, which resulted in a complete breakdown, and which was followed by another in 2003, as a now functioning depressive, I have to psyche myself up to engage with people.This enables me to get stuck in, and work for the amount of time I have prepared myself for. Which means that while I am constantly working I am fine, but if I have to sit and wait for something that may or may not happen it throws me off kilter. Another problem with working the telephone lines, is that among the genuine people who are looking f